I wonder...would I say that I've made the biggest mistake of my life ten years from now?
Had an interview with Image Marcom & Productions this evening. The job was everything I've ever wanted and could dream of - video & film production.
I would be overseeing projects, conceptualising videos, working with storyboard artists, coordinating personnels, going on shoots, finding locations and talents...it is my ultimate dream job. And the best thing was the boss really wanted me for the job. So much so that he was ready to have me start work tomorrow.
And I said no.
The boss spent the next 2 hours trying to convince me otherwise.
But I just can't. The job requires me to work on the Sabbath and I will never be able to live with myself if I chose to give up God's holy day to pursue my dream.
God made me who I am and has blessed me tremendously. Granted, He is not going to strike me dead if I take up the job. In fact, I know for a fact that He would still love me.
But I simply cannot live with the fact that I cannot even keep one day holy for the God I love. That I cannot even grant Him the one tiny request He has from me, especially after all the countless blessings He has poured on me and will continue to do so.
And so now I'm left mourning the loss of what I believe is my dream job but having the hope and knowledge that God will provide something better.
I hope I will not live to regret this decision.
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