I'm not sure about you (if you are a Christian, that is), but have you always assumed that your walk with God will always be there?
By that I mean, you don't really expect that there'll be times when you just don't feel like talking with God.
You're uninspired and unmotivated to do anything perhaps even remotely God-related.
There is an underlying relationship you have with Him that will always be there. You love him, you know he exists, but you just...cannot be bothered.
God's there, but not as close as He used to be.
You know you ought to try harder, and yet at the same time, you're really not trying any harder.
That's where I am right now.
I like to think that God and I are on a break. I don't feel that we've forsaken each other, I'm probably just in need of some serious time out.
I'm not angry with him and I certainly still believe that he is my saviour.